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My bad luck in 2024 but it's teach me more, more love myself. Suddenly in Mar'24 suddenly heavy migraines attacked me until I feel I will die anytime (during that time).  During the bad time, I know who is really my friend and who are not.  Thank you Nana and Leo who help sending me to emergency because that time I really cannot walk y myself. Luckily Leo have his Bumblebee who can help me reached emergency safely. What both of you done to me I never forget and I know I not yet return your kindness to me. I shall do it one day and I always pray both of you and family happiness. Amen. Not to forget Mel, she came to visit me in emergency and even she just back from work she still have time visit me. Thanks Mel! Besides my family, my best friend who are there when I need her. I know I can't return what she have done to me for my whole life but, I really THANKS her and family because she always with me up and down. I'm not good enough for her but I always pray for her happi...

BEING BETRAY BY SOMEONE YOU LOVE

 Its not easy as what I said... It's not easy to accept im being betray by someone I love in my life. In front of people I laugh, I chat as usual but inside im dying actually😔 Yes, I admit that my feeling towards him is sincere. But it's fine, all of this is just part of my life story. Today, I learn that I should thanks Him because he teach me how being in love with someone and lastly been betray because of what happen I can be someone matured from how I think (as a adult). I know sometimes I can be childish and not able to think properly before I react whatever happen in front of me.
 08.08.2020_08.21p.m. WhatsApp's with Mashila and I told her suddenly I missing moment making "Nasi Lemak" for our teammates...hehehe... I said I will cook after all of our team start working in office (someday, which I don't know yet when) and she remind me "our rotation WFH & WIO schedule until November" means we not sure if we will back to normal life WIO will happen this year or not...huhuhu... But it's ok, I will cook "Nasi Lemak" during weekend.
ANOTHER DAY... Today I have mode to write here again after few months... Today I just want to share what I'm thinking about my life after these few months. Last few days I'm thinking want to be a writer and want to make my blog be my "diary". Hope what I "want to be" happen... Today for the another opportunity given to me where I can experience a day saw one of God creation we call as "beach"...it's so beautiful and peace. I really love "beach" and when I feel down or stress beach can make me peace. Not only that, beach can make me forgot ever happen in my life. I'm thankful for this wonderful creation and really appreciate it. After back from beach I have video call with my mother and can release my feeling (I really miss them so much actually) but I'm thankful when I can see they all happy and always have a good health. Me and my mom talked much about my plan how we continue to build our home. My mom have ...
DAY 2 "7 principles to live by for success and happiness" I'm not sure how many time i have listen the same video and try to understand and not to understand only, but i want to take my step for being success with happy life.  Principle 1: One day you will die / gone - Yeah, the secret how long we live its only GOD to know that. This principle make me think that "WHAT I HAVE DONE UNTIL TODAY MAKE ME PROUD OF MYSELF" Principle 2: There is nothing you cannot do, do or have - I'm thinking everything is possible if you focus on that. I AM POSSIBLE! Principle 3: Nothing will worth it if is doesn't make you happy - Yeah, this life what I'm doing sometime make me not really satisfied and even sometime I'm pretending to smile in front of others but inside I'm crying. YOU MUST DO SOMETHING MAKE YOU HAPPY AND ALWAYS ASK YOURSELF "DOES THIS MAKE ME HAPPY" Principle 4: Be yourself, always - This is the worse for me when whose sur...
DAY 1:  I'm thinking what i want to do for my better future and i think i can't stay doing something make me not really happy. I know if I follow my heart without my brain, sure my future more messy (that is what i think now). I know if we not try we will never know the result. How good/bad the result its just a result isn't? Okay fine...I need more time to think before decide to do my next step. Want to know what my heart and head keep discussed? they want me to do new thing, something i never do before.